Tired

I feel so tired...
I wish I could hibernate just like bears do and sleep all winter.
I am happy I can sleep late tomorrow and not having to go to work...boring job, brainless stupid job...
My mood sucks today.:(

The Seven Ages Of Man

All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players,
They have their exits and entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages.
At first the infant,
Mewling and puking in the nurse's arms.
Then, the whiling schoolboy with his satchel
And shining morning face, creeping like snail
Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,
Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad
Madew to his mistress' eyebrow. Then a soldier,
Full of strange oaths, and bearded like the pard,
Jealous in honour, sudden, and quick in quarrel,
Seeking the bubble reputation
Even in the cannon's mouth. And then, the justice
In fair round belly, with good capon lin'd,
With eyes severe, and beard of formal cut,
Full of wise saws, and modern instances,
And so he plays his part.

Poem lyrics of Seven Ages Of Man by William Shakespeare

Weekend is approaching

It´s Friday at last and yes like Robert says "I´m in love!"

I always feel good on Fridays (well, maybe not always)...weekend is approaching and I have got plenty of time to spend with my mate and with my babe.
My mate and I might not go out tomorrow as the last nights were not THAT great; maybe it was the music and the people who were there or maybe we are tired of the routine...or we are simply getting old.
I think it´s everything together...

We were supposed to go to the pub after work...Black Celebration...but she hasn´t say anything yet, so I might go to the cinema with Alex to watch The Forgotten starring the beautiful and talented Julianne Moore.
No, I am not a lesbo but I wouldn´t mind...you know...this and that...;)

Two more hours to go and then...only god knows!;)

Bla Bla Bla

It has been over a week now since I have posted something here.
I knew it.
Now it has been a week and then it will start to become two weeks...one month...and finally I will get bored and won´t write anything anymore.

It´s easier to write in satine´s blog, to post stupid comments and make silly jokes!
She always thinks I am funny ant laughs at the things I say.
I don´t know if that´s a good sign...maybe I am not THAT funny after all and she laughs only to make me feel better!;)

Yesterday I went with my mate satine to the sex shop and bought a couple of things to play with my babe...ropes, handcuffs and some kind of clips for the nipples.
I should have bought the other clips, the ones I have bought hurt too much! Not good, not good!
But the ropes are lovely...purple! Love the colour!
I think I will try them tonight or maybe during the weekend. *giggles*

Anyway, I feel cool with Alex again...last week was a pretty weird week. Nothing bad happened between us, but I felt as if we were miles and miles apart.
I feel him closer now and that´s a nice and warm feeling.
I love him. What can I say?:)

Which Song By The Cure Are You?

A Letter to Elise - You're in love, but out of a
relationship. You knew it was going to end, but
you held on. Or...you're in love but not loved
in return.

I don´t get it...I am in love and I am loved in return! So here for you!!!:P

Which Song By The Cure Are You?

Gorgeous

Gorgeous

What a man, what a talent!

Rammstein

Tonight is the night!
Although I am not a fan, I think they are ok...their music is good (sometimes a tad bit heavy for me!) and the lyrics are great and funny!;)
I am going because my best mate is going and I didn´t know what to do with the money, so I decided to spend it on a concert!:)
At least we will be doing something different on a Tuesday night.
I am a sag and I hate routine...routine will be the death of my beautiful soul if I don´t fight it. LOL
Now, seriously...I am happy we will be doing something different tonight.
I will keep you posted about the concert tomorrow, but the review might differ slightly from velvetsatine´s review. hehe!

I Am Much Too Alone in This World, Yet Not Alone

I am much too alone in this world, yet not alone
enough
to truly consecrate the hour.
I am much too small in this world, yet not small
enough
to be to you just object and thing,
dark and smart.
I want my free will and want it accompanying
the path which leads to action;
and want during times that beg questions,
where something is up,
to be among those in the know,
or else be alone.

I want to mirror your image to its fullest perfection,
never be blind or too old
to uphold your weighty wavering reflection.
I want to unfold.
Nowhere I wish to stay crooked, bent;
for there I would be dishonest, untrue.
I want my conscience to be
true before you;
want to describe myself like a picture I observed
for a long time, one close up,
like a new word I learned and embraced,
like the everday jug,
like my mother's face,
like a ship that carried me along
through the deadliest storm.

Rainer Maria Rilke

A newbie

Ok, I have created my blog...I chose a name, I chose a username and now I should start writing stuff on it, right?
I am quite happy with my blog´s name and url. It was not my first choice, but the name I wanted was no longer available.
Let´s see what I can do...maybe this will encourage me to develop my writing skills and to go to work in the morning! Haha!
I hope I can post interesting stuff here...
I will keep you posted.
Cheers!